My mornings are extra lazy these days,in the winter. Although the temperature is stabilizing a little,slowly,my body finds it really hard to adjust itself. And I don’t trust the weather. A forecast suggested that it will be raining tomorrow and I have to wash clothes.Well that apart,I have a morning lab and I really wish that I do my own work rather than indulging myself in a subject called Embedded Systems. We had a class today of Compiler Design,a paper I find zero relevance to,but it teaches a part of Data Structures, so ok. But the main problem lies not here,but in the way subjects are taught. Today in class,we had a topic that had ‘first’ and ‘follow’ as its subparts. And the part that followed was actually difficult as the logical approach to finding ‘follow’ required it to point to another location and follow a backup from the last operation.

And I couldn’t help but think about the real life derivation of it. When we follow someone in life,we find their relevant details and what better than to look at the things they have done already, which boils it down to having a glance at their past stuff. Funny,isn’t it? I find myself usually in such tight spots often when my mind decides to think of weird incidents and find its doppelganger in an entirely different universe. Theory of Relativity works on time and mass constraint and time difference. But my brain in its weird way of thinking relates two different plots happening in different dimensions at the same time. And at that moment when I should be taking things seriously,I find myself smiling. I have zero complaints from my brain being creative,but the only problem is its mismatch with the timings.

There are moments when I legit feel like I should sit down and pen down something good and refined and poised but, all I get in response to this request is overthinking and zoning out. It’s difficult choosing a time to write because it’s not in my hands. It floats and thus makes me float too. I am gaining a little control over this,though I really pray that this does not turn down the right brain of mine.

There is some clash in parts of my brain I guess. They are not much in sync. If one provides a solution or logic,it is either at the wrong time or when it cannot be implemented. And if one goes creative,the other side starts describing how it is impossible to jot it down. It would even be helpful if it got a hold of the things said,but ego clashes you see. The secret ingredient might be meditation for a better composure but yes there are ways to do that. You may check them here https://timesofindia.indiatimes.com/life-style/health-fitness/health-news/tricks-to-activate-both-sides-of-brain/articleshow/13441531.cms.

There is some funny business actually going on but we may either be right-brained,making us creative or left-brained,making us logical.It does not really affect you until you start counting the flaws and wish to develop both of them. I am also doing it.So I find you absolutely correct to be sailing in the same ship.

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